emiT .
all of my friends are getting accepted into VCU right now . not only am i excited for them , my heart aches with a passion . if only i did better in school or if my mom signed those financial aid paperwork , could i possibly be in their shoes as well ? enjoying the college life and studying for my career ? instead , everyone’s progressing and i’m left in the air . with the way things are right now , i do not want keep going with this air force gig . sure , i get a steady paycheck and benefits , but my body isn’t meant for this thing . at least not for this location and this jet . there’s so much more out there that i need to find for myself . you gotta’ get through hell in order to get to Heaven .
